I am ready

O Father in heaven, I am ready now. I have no obligation to come to you. I am ready to go to bible college, Please help me search a great bible college. I want to improve my English speaking ability, yes I want to be proficient in English language. I also like to learn Greek & Hebrew. My father in heaven, In the name of Jesus I ask unto you to guide me to the right college, where I would be exposed to the right kind of environment and a college where it will help me grow spiritually. I would like to do miracles in your name, I know something in me is keeping me away to do those miracles, I want to go to the theological colleges and learn that mistake that are in me and grow completely in your faith. Father, I know you have purpose for me, I know you are there waiting for me to stand up on my feet and start working for you. Thanks for waiting for me, I am ready now lord take me to the places where you want me to put. Put me there and teach the things you want me to learn. Show the world of your miracles and your wonders and how well you are taking care of your children. Lord you are there for many people, you been taking care of everybody and giving to those who ask you in Jesus name. So as in the Scriptures I ask in the name of Lord Jesus Christ, I ask you to teach me your ways and your laws. Help me to live obediently and live up for your glory.
I gave up all of my wishes now, I no longer desire those things which I had heart before. There is nothing on this earth now to keep me away from you. No gal, No riches, No wealth, No job securities nothing. I am willing to suffer in far lands and bring glory to your name. You are my Shepard, you know whats good for me. You know whats right for me. You know, you just know. You are my creator, Lord I am falling off, I am breaking the laws and rules that you laid for our safety. I no longer consider them as unachievable, I know that you laws are simple and can be followed. But we complicated our lives, we engulfed in sin so much that sining was our daily routine. We lie when we woke up, we deceive, we plot against our neighbors, we don't love our neighbor as ourselves, we don't honor you name, we who use your name at all times not living a life that glorifies you. I know how much this is upsetting you. I can understand the pain you have in your heart. I know that lord, I can feel it. I am really sorry for wasting my life and pursuing the things that are futile. There is no success with out you, nothing will last longer if it is not your plan. Everything will perish, nothing can survive, if they are not according to your will. So I pray unto thee, that let your will be done in my life, let your name be glorified through me. Let me be the vessel that bring glory, that makes you happy. Give me the heart, the eyes, the ears and the senses that can see and feel your presence. I am so useless without you.

I know I can't achieve anything without your help. I am nothing without you. I am not trying to impress you but, that the hardcore fact. Lord I thought that I can do things without you. I thought that god is for weak. I thought its a weak man's paradise, I thought that. Now I know that nobody is weak in your name, they are all winners, no one is looser when they seek your help. When you accept the thoughts of their heart. Now I know that being weak is a blessing, Its gives me a chance to know you. Being strong makes us proud, But being weak keeps us obedient and with our heads straight.

Your ways are wonderful and your plans are great, there is nothing under the heaven, or on the earth that denies the fact that you are all mighty and great. I just wanted come under your shadow and have my rescue, I just want to be one of yours, I want to be called as your greatest servant. I want to be known by your name, like Sir name from father I want use your name as my Sir name. I want to tell the world that I have you. Lord I been weak, I was considered as useless. Now I am becoming something, my life is growing better. If its not your miracle I don't know what to it is.
You only you have the knowledge to bend the knees of greatest kings, You have the power to crush the proud and arrogant. You know how to call your people, your sheep, we your sheep can recognize your Voice. We know when our Shepard calls, we can recognize his voice. My Lord, My God, I can hear your voice now. I can see your works in my life. So Father in Heaven, I ask you in my savior, your son Jesus Christ name that please give peace to my heart. Please do not let the evil to temp us lord. As I am so weak, I might fall off. Please protect me from evil and from all kinds of deceptions. Let no one deceive me or temp me. Father Guard me from all kinds of evil. Help me find a great institution where I can feel your presence entire time and learn more about you. I do not have any plans, you plan things for me, You plan my future, as I submit my life, my soul, my will and my wish. I am giving everything in my power unto your name father. You use me however you pleases Asking the name of Jesus
Amen
LOVE
Anand prasad