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Father In heaven, my comforter, my Saviour, my Lord, My God and my good friend. I m happy in your presence. I m glad that I found you and serving you. I m very glad that, you had accepted me into your family. I m thankful to you and for your compassion upon me. Father God, My Lord, On the heaven above and below the earth. You are every where, and its all your's. You are the owner of all the creation. My God, I would like to ask you one more thing, please teach me your ways and the ways to live righteously. Lord I understand now, how you are able to forgive us. I understand now, why are not giving up on us. I understand your love now, I understand now, how you are able to forgive, even though we stumble, sin and lie and do all sort of things and then ask for forgiveness, and again do the same the very next minute. Lord its really simple, I have it now. It just the way we forgive the little kids, even though, they keep on doing mistakes, even though they keep on disguise us. As humans we love our kids, so much, we forgive them for everything. You are the father of all Nations and all Creations, You are the great one. You are still waiting on us to stand and walk straight, you still want to give us chance to learn and understand and act accordingly so that our lives would be prosperous. I know you never want us to suffer. If you do want us to suffer, you are teaching us something, Something valuable, Some thing great and that help us Grow in all Sorts of our lives. My Good Father, My Friend and My Forgiver, Would you help me understand what its like to live righteously, blamelessly. How hard is that Road Dear Lord. As I was taught rules are meant for our safety. So your laws meant for my safety and all the human being's safety. So father God, would you please teach me how to live righteously, think righteously, walk righteously and feel your holy presence in every breath we inhale and exhale. Is that possible lord. Would you let me walk all my days in your presence and the holy presence, I have lived with enough sins, I have thought enough sins, I have contemplated enough sins, Thats more than I can take lord. I m sick of being a sinner, I want to live as forgiver, live a loving person, Live a righteous person and live as your person, as your servant, as your commandments teach us to live righteously, teach us to live lovingly too. Let me love my neighbour, as I love myself, Let me forgive my offenders as I forgive myself and move on. Let me understand people as I understand myself, Let me the person, who you want me to be. Let me be the person who you wanted to mould. Let me be that special being which can serve you. Let me be the hair, that wipe your feet. Let me be the cups that you drank from. Let me be the soil, or the doney that you ride on. Oh father, let feel the presence of you in my heart, my body, my mind and my soul. Let me see your angels, let me understand your works and your creation, let me talk to you all night and day forever, let me seek your counsil, let me seek your advise, let me put you first in my life. Let me help others so that they can understand why I am such a freak of you lord. Why are you so great, O greatone, Is it not the righteousness that you want in us lord. Is it not the love you want us to love one another. The way you care about me, amazes me. The way you pour into my life amazes me, they you use me and turn to you, amazes me. I m so glad that you are using me, as your tool. I want to be more useful, Give me understanding and knowledge. Please let lead this house and the hostel in prayer and your praise all day long. Asking your son Jesus of Nazaret.
Amen

wonderfull father

O wonderful father, wonderful are your ways and wonderful are your deeds in my life. How shall I sing a song without giving thanks to you. How shall I start my day not thinking of you. How I obey you my father. Teach me your laws and teach me how to live a prosperous and abundant life according to Torah. Teach me to live life wisely like Solomon, teach me to do business like solomon, teach me the ways that David followed to win your heart. Give me the blessing and tests and make me pure. Make me strong in your faith, Make me bold in your name. Make me powerful as I speak your words. let there be your name and your glory through out my country and I shall bring this country to its Kness and pray to you. Make you as our Saviour and God. Help me grow in faith, help me live righteously and help have a heart like dove. Let no evil deceive me and take away from your, let not evil that can lure me and make me desire to sin. Test me and teach me and bring me out more purer than gold and my heart shall seek you with all it strength and bring glory to your name. Let all earth sing unto your name and pray unto you father. Help me to help these forgoten tribe of yours to bring the covinent back to your back and bring back your people to you and seek you as it is our right to have your mercy and your laws to live.
Help in every way I walk and every thought I think and every deed I do so that I can make this hostel your sanctuary, make this hostel a heaven for the kids and they shall feel your presence as long as they under you. no matter where they go use them.
Lord I think you for coming into mylife mysteriously, and make me uderstand you throughly and compleatly and thanks for letting me know what I have missed in my life and from whom I m runing away, and thanks father for not leaving my hand and telling me and showing your mercy in all my life in all my days, I m so so thank full and I shall not want any material possession. I want you to fill in my heart with your words and your glory and your spirit, even when i m drunk even when I m in lust, i shall not forget you and ask your permission or I shall tell you want I m doing and I m willing to take all beatings or outcome of my deeds.
thank you father for having me under your command. Thank you father for bringing me into your flock. How shall I give thanks to thee, when thine have noting to offer. But theyself. So take thee o my Olord, see my heart and not my words. Help me to understand your ways and follow them deligently. I need to know, I wanna know. Teach me teach me, I want to spend time with your lord. I want to talk to you lord, this is not about my lover. I know i have your promise, Its about me now father. I want to know and listen and see you with my bare eyes and ears father. Please please help me help me I m a sinner and I have fallen back. I ma back slider, I heard pastor john saying that there is young man and its his time, as his grand father, father had served him now its time to take the burden, I believe thats me father so i am accepting to take the responsibilty and want to carry that burden. Now I seek you with all my heart and with all my soul. I m hungry for your ways, I am hungry like lion to learn, teach me, teach me and help me learn and live your laws father. Help me help me help me to live righteously, O father please please I begg you, please pour your spirit unto me and help me understand your ways and do the things to bring glory to your name through me.
I m praying for my father, touch him lord, touch him and heal him right now, I command the sickness to go leave my father right now and he will bring glory to you. I m praying for johnothon's mother for her miracle and heal her father. I m parying for every sickiness and every bondage that is possesing your children leave, leave right now, its not your turn o satan, leaven leave right now I command in the name of jesus christ. Leave,
wonderful are your ways, wonderful are you my father teach me and make me pure, that is what i want.
Grand me I ask in the name of Jesus of Nazareth,
Amen

Thank you very much

O father I thank thee, For all the things that you have done in my life and I thank thee for being there for me. I m so gracious in your eyes. Lord what have I done, to have your grace in my life. I can't say one thing that I have done to win your heart. But still you love me and helping me when I cry. Oh lord in heaven, Why do you love me, Why are you helping, But I want to say this to you, I love you and I thank you lord. Thanks for the help and the love you are showing in my life. Thanks for the care and the support you are giving me. Oh lord, I have to correct myself. I been falling down many times. I don't like it. Please lord I need you to help me get up and walk in righteousness and be your obedient servant. I ask unto you to give me the knowledge and understanding to be your obedient servant and you obedient son. I want to bring glory to your name and to you. I thank you, I thank you, thank you, thank you.

Accepting the pain

Thank you father for giving me this pain. I am so uncomfortable right now. I wanna break the rules and just do it. But father, I don't want to hurt you any more. But lord God I m deeply trouble they way she is addressing me. Lord God, I can't take it. I m so depressed with the way she is addressing me. But I think thats the way she likes it.
King, savior and my provider help me out. Lord I miss her so much. I can't imagine after 4th of may. I don't know how I gonna cope with it. Thats the last day and might be my last chance to see her. To my knowledge that the logical end. There is no other way around. I might not see her for whole moth. Then again I might miss her, Lord. I m helpless, I have a hope that and faith that you told me to take care of her all that intermediate second year and I did.
Please tell me father, the pain is unbearable.
So I m abiding by your rules, Please give me good night sleeping asking in jesus name.

Thank you

O dear father, how shall I praise you. How shall i repay you. There is nothing I can give. The way you are helping me is just miraculous. I can't think of any other reason, that I should stop praising you for your help. You are so dear to me, you are listening to my prayers and answering them in time. How can i make it up to you. I have no skills, not talent, nothing that I boldly say lord I give you this, which is mine. Even the smartness I had is the one I read in the bible. So I learned everything through your mercy. Thanks for helping me to see my love. Father i m so happy, yet sad. But I know you got plans for me. King of the Universe, have mercy on my soul. My dear father, thank you. I miss her a lot, and I miss praying to you. Lord, I miss those days and I miss me. Just me, nothing more. Lord i m crying in distress, i am in my own pit. I have driven away from you. I m far away from you sight, yet you heard my cry. How shall I say thanks to you, should I yell I on the streets says, I cried and my lord answered, I wept like a baby, You my father had comforted me. I was all depressed, he is the one who was there for me. Nobody had understood, what I m feeling. Its you lord only you can understand. I can't deny your miracles in my life. I can't deny the facts where I absolutely feel your hand in my life. Now I have strong testimony in my life that I can share to the world. Not just about my gal friend, its the way you saved my life. O heavenly father, I would have been in hell, if I had died on that day it self. I would have been with all those sinners in hell. You gave me a chance, now lord, how shall I correct myself. How shall I bring glory to your name, help me to bring glory to your name. Not my name but your name. I want to sing praises, I want to dance a lot I want to go on a mission trip around the globe. If you give me a chance to see my mistake and help me correct myself and make it up to you father. I wanna grow strong, I m falling down, father I m in the deep pit. I don't want to be here, I know I dragged myself into this, I know Its my mistake lord. But please help me grow, more stronger and power in your name, I want to glorify your name, not my name. Help me grow and heal and make a doer than preacher. I want to do things not say things. Help me help me and thank you very very much.

Amen

underfathers care

Dear friends,
I m so happy to share this to you all, I m so proud and so overwhelmed by the grace of your Father and the son Jesus, the holy spirit.

Now all my life, I am waiting and asking God, God give me something good, something great that I can tell everyone that this what you have done in my life. I am waiting for him to do something incredible in my life. And finally on 15th of march 2007, it happened. I was saved from a horrific accident. Its was not my intention to jeopardize my life and put myself in that position. But the way god teaches things is so amazing.
Now Last week on Friday Evening me and my Friend Srinu, are coming back to our house on a highway with a speed of 80Km per hour, It was high way with a speed limitation of 40km/hr. But my friend srinu, driving my bike at 80km/hr and we are passing a buss which is behind a big truck, all of a sudden my friend srinu took a S turn in between the bus and truck AND we hit the DIVIDER with a speed of 80km/hr. Every one standing on the road side, thought we are dead, we must have been under the bus or the truck. Thats the speed we are driving, there is big noise then boom, out of no where we both were thrown into the bushes of the divider. I got small scratches and srinu got a cut in the right ear. Thats all we did have any broken legs or arms. We are instantly ran away from the scene. But before we go, there is an OLD lady came to us and told us, you are only saved because of god, else you both be dead by now. I totally agree, there is no other way I can come up logically to prove that its not god who helped US. Its is him who lifted us up and thrown us into bushes, and are alive to today to give glory to his name and testify to you all that he is taking care of me in each and every step, I m have testimony now, I m glad to share it to the entire world. I m so glad that I was alive, but I know if god did not saved me, I would be in the coffin. In the hell burning, I thank him for his mercy, for his compassion. I m so thrilled to have god like him, I want no other god than him. He is the true savior and protector none can protect us like him, none can teach us like him, he is our Shepard. He will protect, and I m the living testimony of that. I think you father I thank you, I can't say more than that. I thank you.

Amen

I am ready

O Father in heaven, I am ready now. I have no obligation to come to you. I am ready to go to bible college, Please help me search a great bible college. I want to improve my English speaking ability, yes I want to be proficient in English language. I also like to learn Greek & Hebrew. My father in heaven, In the name of Jesus I ask unto you to guide me to the right college, where I would be exposed to the right kind of environment and a college where it will help me grow spiritually. I would like to do miracles in your name, I know something in me is keeping me away to do those miracles, I want to go to the theological colleges and learn that mistake that are in me and grow completely in your faith. Father, I know you have purpose for me, I know you are there waiting for me to stand up on my feet and start working for you. Thanks for waiting for me, I am ready now lord take me to the places where you want me to put. Put me there and teach the things you want me to learn. Show the world of your miracles and your wonders and how well you are taking care of your children. Lord you are there for many people, you been taking care of everybody and giving to those who ask you in Jesus name. So as in the Scriptures I ask in the name of Lord Jesus Christ, I ask you to teach me your ways and your laws. Help me to live obediently and live up for your glory.
I gave up all of my wishes now, I no longer desire those things which I had heart before. There is nothing on this earth now to keep me away from you. No gal, No riches, No wealth, No job securities nothing. I am willing to suffer in far lands and bring glory to your name. You are my Shepard, you know whats good for me. You know whats right for me. You know, you just know. You are my creator, Lord I am falling off, I am breaking the laws and rules that you laid for our safety. I no longer consider them as unachievable, I know that you laws are simple and can be followed. But we complicated our lives, we engulfed in sin so much that sining was our daily routine. We lie when we woke up, we deceive, we plot against our neighbors, we don't love our neighbor as ourselves, we don't honor you name, we who use your name at all times not living a life that glorifies you. I know how much this is upsetting you. I can understand the pain you have in your heart. I know that lord, I can feel it. I am really sorry for wasting my life and pursuing the things that are futile. There is no success with out you, nothing will last longer if it is not your plan. Everything will perish, nothing can survive, if they are not according to your will. So I pray unto thee, that let your will be done in my life, let your name be glorified through me. Let me be the vessel that bring glory, that makes you happy. Give me the heart, the eyes, the ears and the senses that can see and feel your presence. I am so useless without you.

I know I can't achieve anything without your help. I am nothing without you. I am not trying to impress you but, that the hardcore fact. Lord I thought that I can do things without you. I thought that god is for weak. I thought its a weak man's paradise, I thought that. Now I know that nobody is weak in your name, they are all winners, no one is looser when they seek your help. When you accept the thoughts of their heart. Now I know that being weak is a blessing, Its gives me a chance to know you. Being strong makes us proud, But being weak keeps us obedient and with our heads straight.

Your ways are wonderful and your plans are great, there is nothing under the heaven, or on the earth that denies the fact that you are all mighty and great. I just wanted come under your shadow and have my rescue, I just want to be one of yours, I want to be called as your greatest servant. I want to be known by your name, like Sir name from father I want use your name as my Sir name. I want to tell the world that I have you. Lord I been weak, I was considered as useless. Now I am becoming something, my life is growing better. If its not your miracle I don't know what to it is.
You only you have the knowledge to bend the knees of greatest kings, You have the power to crush the proud and arrogant. You know how to call your people, your sheep, we your sheep can recognize your Voice. We know when our Shepard calls, we can recognize his voice. My Lord, My God, I can hear your voice now. I can see your works in my life. So Father in Heaven, I ask you in my savior, your son Jesus Christ name that please give peace to my heart. Please do not let the evil to temp us lord. As I am so weak, I might fall off. Please protect me from evil and from all kinds of deceptions. Let no one deceive me or temp me. Father Guard me from all kinds of evil. Help me find a great institution where I can feel your presence entire time and learn more about you. I do not have any plans, you plan things for me, You plan my future, as I submit my life, my soul, my will and my wish. I am giving everything in my power unto your name father. You use me however you pleases Asking the name of Jesus
Amen
LOVE
Anand prasad

Being obidient

Whats more important in life, what is it that keeps me away from you my Lord. There are many things that I am not doing in my life. I been pushing you away. How to make my life more beautiful, how to keep the evil away from my heart. What are those sins and the commitments that I gave that bring disgrace to your name. Lord I am not a sinner, I been purified in your blood. I no longer need to say that I am a sinner. I am not. Yes there are many many thoughts I desire to fulfill, but I consider them as fetal matter for your sake. Lord will come to my heart and teach me how to be a doer than a speaker. I don't want to be a hypocrate, My father, the son Jesus christ. Please help me understand your ways and let me live your path. I thank you my lord. I am not attracted to those fancy colors or the walls or the music. I am only attracted to your beauty, I am amazed the way you cleanse my heart. Is't that the best thing that could happen to anyone. Wow, this is so cool, I have a care taker now, a winner who always wins and he is streching his hands for me to come to his house. Be under his wings and be under his salvation. He has installed and stored the treasure that he have for the righteous. O righteous father, please come and teach me how to be righteous and how to be a winner. Lord I am not a winner, I am looser, I can win Viroja, I can't win my Genetical father's heart, I can't win this world, I got nothing , I have no skills, I have not talent, I have stupid mouth that speaks rubish which make perfectly not sense at all. I have heart that lusts all the time, I have brain that think in different ways and could not decide what I want. I have conflicts, complication, errors, sins, false pretence, false beliefs, false in every matter. My lord why have I made my life so complex. Please unfold all the riddles, unfold all the messed up knots, clear my thoughts and my heart. I am so glad that you told us to put all of our burdens unto you lord jesus, you are so amazing. I feel light, I feel delighted, I no longer worry about the things which I used to worry a lot. I know that you will take care those things and you will give what I need on time. You will provide, Our father is so great, he got such an abundant knowledge please ask father, our God. Tell him that I m a poor guy, tell him that I do make mistakes but I am willing to be under your command. I have no will now, I have no wish now. I give unto thee O lord. I am nothing, I care nothing. I just need you, father in heaven. I need you, come into my heart, help me grow strong. Drive the pride, let me be that obedient that you want me to be.
Asking in jesus name
Amen
anand

My prayers to the father

Oh Father in heaven, I love you the most. I am so happy that I found you. I am glad that I came back to you crawling. Lord thanks for the things you are teaching me and for the things you are about to teach me. I am so glad that you are working in my life. I am so proud that I have you, I know that you got my back. No matter what you will be there for me. Even when I do wrong you going to get me out and punish me for the wrongs and sins I have done. You won't let any others to punish me. Learning that I am under your care, learning that you are only the one who will punish me and no one else would dare bother me because you got my back. I feel like I won the world. I know I have done anything so great to win your love or your grace. Its already there, I just did not saw that with my worldly eyes. Thanks for opening my eyes and giving the eyes to see your deeds and your miracles. Thanks for everyday Miracles in my Life, My father I am nothing. I know that for sure. Ever since I am child, I know I can't do anything without you. I know that lord, But I am sorry for wasting all of my life, trying to run away from you. Now I feel like a stupid person who just don't like to bitter medicine to heal, but want to keep the disease and perish. Thanks for working in my life and opening my eyes and see your works. I don't know, what I would have become. I know that you are there for me. I know that you are telling anand this is not the place where you should be. I have a better place for you, a greater place, a place where city officials sit. A place where Higher people go, you have plan and a purpose for me. Lord I am so sorry, I let you down. I have wasted my life. You would have done a greater things If I was obedient. I made you procrastinate your plans about me. I am really sorry, now start working lord. I no longer wish thing I wish before. I am no longer enjoying the porn. I don't have the eye for it now. I don't feel that passion for porn now lord. I even don't feel anything right now. Lord I can feel your presence, I can feel your love. Its so incredible, I got nothing to give to you. Even the soul that I have is not mine. It came from you. I got nothing what shall I give back to you. I got nothing father. How shall I please you, how shall i make you feel proud, just like David, just like Jesus. Who lived and brought glory to your name. Father I have no knowledge of the bible, nor the knowledge world. I only know this, that you got my back and you will help me out. Father, can you teach me how to make my life and my heart merry in your name and peace unto my heart. I don't wish to have wealth which is not blessed by you. I need your blessing and your help and your grace. Father help me earn some money so that I can be a useful tool to your name. I want to be that pot that you use to serve the drinks, I want to be that cane that you use to punish. I want to be the brush that you want to paint, lord i want to be in your presence all the time. My heart is full of joy.

I thank you for all the things you are doing, teach me good, help me learn and understand your ways, give me the heart to feel your presence, give me the ears to hear your voice, give me the hands that clap for your glory and feet that runs to bring glory to your name, I want the eyes to see your works. I am so happy and glad. I can see your works and your miracles, your deed in my life. Not in others, I can see them happening in my very own life. I just want you to deal with me and make me something great. You know what I wish. You know what is right for me. So I stopped contemplating on my future. You tell me what to do, you make future. Coz my plans are futile, they bring disgrace to your name, to my family and to me aswel. So please help me out father, who sits on the heaven and the earth is his foot stool. The one who created the heavens and the earths, the one that sets the seasons, the one the brings down the pride of the kings, the ministers who disobey his command. No one is less, nor no one is greater before his eyes, he treats every one right. According to his will, may my life be. According to his desire I shall walk. I know I am talking semantics but hey, I atleast trying. My father will help me, he will come in resuce me and teach me what is right and wrong. He knows when to do things in my life. I am no longer on my own. I have stopped being on my own. I got nothing, but his love brought me forth. His grace made me sit with high priests, his love made me rich in spirit. I no longer care for this earth. I only care for my father, I only love you. Lord where are you, I hope you are listing to my words and my prayers, Lord I hope that this is what is I want to do. Just sit here and type the prayer that I like to pray, lord I have wish to learn music, I have wish to sing and dance, lord I have wish to make love to my gal you have set for me. My father, I no longer hiding anything, I putting everything here at your presence, let your will be my will and do what right before you. Not before this world. O father, help me. Just give me a promise that you got my back.
With a hope that you will help me, I conclude

Love
Anand