How do i raise up again my father, how do i walk again in your path. For I have prayed so many times for my personal favours and you have fulfilled my desires. But the world has caught my eyes and I fell into the world one more time. I m sick of falling my lord, I m tiered. I dont want to runaway from you I dont want to come back and say father I have sinned , please cleanse me. Oh lord what a terrible person I am. I m a hypocrate, I lie, I decieved you. I have promised to you to do more things , did't do a single thing. Oh father I yet again going after money, my father my lord, i m so stupid, to go after money. Lord help me and teach me your ways, I m sick of masturbating on my bed, I m sick of thinking of the pretty women on the internet and the Movies. I need one special women and I just want to see her face and see her body and none other. I m so sick of these pit falls, lord how shall I ask you to cleanse , how shall come back and say father I have fallen one more time please wash my sins, for you have so loved me and I have done nothing to prove my loyalty. Lord I m so sorry, i hear testimonies from people saything that you spoke with me, then why not me, you spoke with them in the darkest hours and I m here siting and thinking , enving those people , they are lucky coz they hear you voice, lord this world had caught my eyes and now my ears gone deaf to hear your world my lord, heal my deaf ears, heal my heart from the wounds. My heart does not ache, but MY soul aches so badly. I needs you , i misses you, I want all the golry thas was with me before and it feels empty by not having it all. O father , father, I ask in your loving son jesus name, do not abandon me, do not forsake me for my transgresstion, I m a human and I m learning. There are some unfilled desires, and there are somethings that had lured my heart. My father I do not want to fall again, strengthen my sould and heart, give me wepons that destroy these sinful thoughts and desires , I want to teach myself how to with stand these worldly deceptions, and walk in your path.
Asking in jesus name.
Amen
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